hey...its been a long long while since ive been here..even considered changin my blog..but yeah..im back...quite...

hmmn...wonderin if my friends here are still here..would you bother droppin by?

i might, one day be able to share it all here...what happened in the past months ive been missin..really big changes..

but one thing im so excited about is my work..haha..yep i changed that as well.. hmmn..i hope ill be not lazy enough to upload pics..and the events..ahaha..

should my "love one" drop by here, you know, i love you so much..thank you for being very patient with me..

first let us greet you belated happy holidays!! i did greet you on my pulse just that too many things are happening at the same time and up to now im still floatin..lolz..

so for the update here it goes..
this is the before xmas season..
me and my best friend Mitch meet up for xmas shopping..but this isnt my shopping yet..we just had a lil chat and all..


i also took a while to snap my fave things this time..my books..my guitar..my set of Elizabeth Arden from my sister who came from Dubai..thanks Ate Mai..




while workin, I dropped by the Manila Pavillion Hotel for a meeting and took awhile to enjoy their decors..i love the feeling of xmas season..love and peace and lights..


then we at the office had our yearly Xmas Lunch..Buffet this time at Saisaki..
 
and hit the Converse Sale of the Century..i grab the black Chuck Taylor..but i wish for the purple one..just no size for me..aww..


then its time for our own xmas shopping..yipee...lunch at Super Bowl of China



Shopping time..yipee..
 

but when you started shopping at 11am, and its past 7pm and you're still at the mall..there's only one place you can find us in..hee hee..
   

watch the fireworks as you wait in cue for the taxi..waiting in line is one of the worst things ever..but there is something much worse..people who will grab your taxi w/o consideration on the long line behind them..ugh..


then finally the final days at the ofc before break..ugh u cnt imagine the boredom..
but i love the gifts..lolz..the max factor is my gift to mysekf..among other things..haha..



there's part 2 so keep checkin..

btw im almost done watchin my gossip girl..i know i chewed blake lively before but i like her now..

XOXO

outside the window, the rain never cease to fall..
all the while i havent moved from facing the wall..
with nothing to see, and the heart is left sore..
only praying that, the rain will fall some more..

so that in this agony i wont ever feel alone..
that in this silence some music will put forth..
urging my heart to endure..
for my heart to last..
until i can, for myself, organize the chaos as I must..

i lose myself in fantasies, in fictions i stumble upon..
i lose myself in love, i lose myself completely..
until i realize it was all but gone..

xoxo
MizBella

i just wrote it not 15mins ago and thought i'll share it here than on my poetry portal first..
just to be ahead im not in sentiments here or darkness or anything..just bored..
so there..

XOXO